Stop Making Sense

“All the Wrong Reasons” is basically my theme song now. It came up on the ipod when I was in the car this morning and it just hit me, you know, the way a song can make you realize that the lyrics fit exactly how you feel.
Almost everything I’m feeling lately is completely illogical but I can’t stop it. I try talking myself out of it, I try distracting myself. See, I’m in love with the exact wrong person. I need to find a job and straighten out my head. At least having a job would give me a distraction.
So, here’s what I’ve decided to do. I told myself that if or more likely when I get hurt I have no one to blame but myself. And isn’t this what life’s about? Having these messes makes you realize you’re alive, capable of feeling extraordinary things. That’s what helps me feel better anyway.