“All the Wrong Reasons” is basically my theme song now. It came up on the ipod when I was in the car this morning and it just hit me, you know, the way a song can make you realize that the lyrics fit exactly how you feel.
Almost everything I’m feeling lately is completely illogical but I can’t stop it. I try talking myself out of it, I try distracting myself. See, I’m in love with the exact wrong person. I need to find a job and straighten out my head. At least having a job would give me a distraction.
So, here’s what I’ve decided to do. I told myself that if or more likely when I get hurt I have no one to blame but myself. And isn’t this what life’s about? Having these messes makes you realize you’re alive, capable of feeling extraordinary things. That’s what helps me feel better anyway.
June 12, 2009
Stop Making Sense
June 7, 2009
Let’s Go Red Wings!
watching the Wings game, it’s tough to be a Wings fan because they’re solid year after year so you can’t feel too bad when they’re not incredible over and over. it’s also really hard to watch these games when dad is in the corner screaming about offsides…
the job search had a few blips of hope but so far just crickets…lame. i’ll start up again full speed next week.
today was one of those fantastic summer days, sunny all day, warm not hot. i laid in my room with the windows open, listening to tom petty and wanting to roadtrip…i think i have genetic wanderlust. my parents are nomads so i can’t help but have nomadic tendencies.
